June 13, 2007

Could they be right? Could they be wrong.
The feelings I have, where do they belong.
I now ponder in the deepest of thoughts,
My hearts talks to me, should I listen or not.
We talk through the mail though time day by day,
His thoughts are clouded to my dismay.
The look in his eyes tells me a tail
Could this be, the truth will unveil.
Could this be, is it all true?
His questions are the same, what's wrong with you.
I am but just me, a person with dreams,
Here I am, no hiding, no schemes.
I need not prove the person I be,
Passion, love, desire, the person is me!
~M~

June 12, 2007

"Can I"

Can I awaken your heart from it's sleep.
To arouse inside those passions you keep,
with a feeling of closeness too hard to deny,
that your heart will openly and willingly comply.
Can I awaken your soul just once more,
with the colors of love and all it's decor.
To bring back those memories of love that did exist,
the feelings it held with all of its bliss.
Can I awaken your eyes to see,
this love I can offer that will always be,
full of kindness and gentleness too,
with a sprinkle of thoughtfulness,to offer you too.
Can I awaken your arms to feel,
a tight embrace, that is oh so real.
to close all doors to the world outside,
to bring out your love that you so desperately hide.
~M~

June 9, 2007

"Butterflies!"

Butterflies and moonlite skies,
A Peaceful white dove, the stars above.
The feel of the wind, the warmth it sends,
Neither blue nor black the skies above, it never ends.
All with a meaning, yet night and day,
Reflections of you, I dare to say.
With the days light, a dove in flight,
At days end, you shine like the stars so bright.
We are apart for the day and longer,
Yet it's me with you we both hunger.
Like Moonlite skies your eyes light with desire
The passion in your heart burns a kindling fire.
The day you live, like a butterfly in the breeze,
Together as one, minds finally at ease.
~M~

June 8, 2007

"You have!"

You have opened up my heart
I can see my happiness in your eyes,
The love I hold for you inside
Is much stronger than you and I.
Like a tide washing over me,
Your love has cleared my doubts
What I know of our existence
Is much more than words can say.
You have helped me see
The side of love I never thought
could exist
I will never forget your vow
you forever will have a place in my
forever broken heart
The Key to my heart you already have
And this key I give to you once more
It is the key that will open my front door.
~M~

June 6, 2007

"Blessed"

No moon touches the waves tonight,
nothing there to give us light.
The stars still twinkly above the sea,
and my fears turn to flee.
The sea breeze is still quite cold
that causes sadness; or so I'm told.
But there is a warmth inside of me,
and my sadness turns to flee.
Blackness colors both the sea and sky,
it weights me down; I am unable to fly.
Yet the breaks of waves give me hope,
as if I could lasso the blackness with a rope.
Sometimes I am trapped on the inside too,
and someone there helps me through.
Blind to the answers that sometimes I might,
but you, my friend, help me gain sight.
In my heart you are above the rest,
Because I have you as a friend... I am truly blessed.
~M~

June 5, 2007

"Hope"

People say that I am a fool,
loving someone who doesn't love me.
I know she may never be mine,
but who will tell this to my heart.
One day she may understand my love,
I dream of such a day too.
She says we can always be friends,
but can we be friends forever.
Someday she will be with someone,
then I'll just be a fading memory.
Maybe I should forget her and move on,
why is this little step so painful, so impossible.
I still hope against all hope,
she will become mine, one day soon.
~M~

May 20, 2007

"Hidden Love"

It's a mystery why love thinks this way
Why can't I let you go?
I've always been fond of Valentine's Day
It's another way of letting you know
The love I have in store for us
And the feeling of you by my side
I don't know why it's so hard to explain
Maybe I'm lost without pride
I am nervous and scared, hidden by doubt
And I wish I could tell you now
Why are these feelings so hard to express
Maybe I just don't know how
I'm sitting here next to you, hoping you'll notice
The thoughts that are stuck in my head
I hope that some day I'll overcome this fear
I live a life so dark, so alone.
~M~

May 15, 2007

"Here I sit"

Here I sit, this cold dark night,
I can see it well by the city light.
High up in the air I fly,
You're here with me in this starry sky.
Though I can't see, your body's back home.
Yet you're with me, in my heart you rome.
There you will stay now and forever,
You and me, our hearts together.
~M~

May 12, 2007

"Her pretty smile,"

is all I wish to see.
Shes the only one,
who really matters to me.
I think of her all of the time,
hoping and wishing.
That someday,
she could be mine.
At night when I'm alone,
I tend to think about her.
Asking myself constantly
why cant life be different?
If life were different,
we would be happily together.
Would we break up?
my answer is never.
If comparing her to anyone else,
she always comes out above.
Her beauty and elegance,
are that of a white dove.
Now I'm sleeping,
and what does my dream consist of?
Not of her beauty,
but of her love.
Tomorrow will be the same,
another lonely night.
Wanting so badly,
to hold her tight.
~M~

May 8, 2007

"Friends Forever"

There's so many things I need to tell you but I don't
know where to begin. There's not enough words in this world to express how I feel.
Whenever your hurt,I'll be there.
Whenever you need me,I'll be near.
I'll help you through thick and thin.
I'll stay by your side, when no one else can.
I'll always be your friend, you can count on on me 'till the end.
To you,I've given all my love, my life and my heart.
Our love and friendship grows stronger everyday.
I would be lost forever if you were to ever go away.
~M~

May 6, 2007

"Forever"

I'll love you forever and ever more.
This is something you just can't ignore.
My love for you is so strong. That in my eyes,you
can do no wrong.
When you need to talk,I'll be here.
When you need my help,I'll be near.
When you don't understand,I'll help you see things clear.
I'll love you no matter what you do cuz your such a dream come true.
~M~

April 23, 2007

"Being With You"

In the start, you and I met.
Thru and thru, I can't forget.
The time spent, is in my heart.
To us both, we never part.
I believe, we know it's set.
Misery, is how I feel.
Without you, I am not real.
I miss you, I feel so blue.
I need you, to talk to too.
And to us, it does seal.
You always been, my true friend.
I trust you, until the end.
And our talks, which I hold dear.
You are kind, I do not fear.
With my love, I give and send.
~M~

April 18, 2007

"Anticipation"

Candles burning
sheets turned down
anticipation abounds.
Time passes slowly
quiet as a mouse
stars falling
earth standing still.
Waiting
eternally waiting
suspense filled evening.
The phone rings
You say my name
come get me
I am here.
Passion explodes
excitement is in the air
soon you will be here.
Candles burning low
Sheets thrown down
Passion spent
My girl's in town
~M~

April 13, 2007

"A voice"

A voice on the phone I remember so well,
hun it was you This I can tell,
I play it back time and again
Wishing this distance will end
The time I spent with you I will treasure
For I know now our love is true
I could love no other
A voice of confusion and even despare
Your lost in love for you know you still care
I haven't seen you for a month and a few days
But the time with you there will never be a haze
I gave you the key
The key to my heart
Here is another key
Can we make a fresh start
My family I lost this I can not hide
I love you more than life
More than my pride
From the day we meet.
~M~

April 9, 2007

"A Seductive Sin"

Long and Luscious
Burning Fire
Slow and Slick
Sweet Desire
Love and Passion
In depths within
Light and Flicker
A seductive sin
~M~

April 6, 2007

"Where are They?"

They called themselves friends, and you called them that too,
but this thing they call friendship, is it really true?
For awhile it is all just fine,
then these friends are all saying mine.
When it comes to their problems- you always have an ear;
yet when you have a problem- they are never very near.
You begin to question what you value most,
and your friends enter your heart for a party for which you are the host.
Then when the party dies down,
your friends are not around.
Even if a friend remains one you would call a 'best'
you are afraid that they'll turn out like the rest.
So now my heart is dying and my will to live is too,
I am still dreaming for a love and friend that is really true.
~M~

April 2, 2007

"We are born into the World"

Like a blank canvas
And every person that crosses our path
Takes up the brush
And makes their mark
Upon our surface
So it is that we develop
But we must realize there comes a day
That we must take up the brush
And finish the work
For only we can determine
If we are to be
Just another painting
Or a Masterpiece
~M~

March 28, 2007

"Traveling with You (In My Heart)"

As I travel through Connecticut wilderness,
it is you who I think of--you who I miss.
Looking at all this Connecticut history,
my love for you to others remains a mystery.
Still I travel to Rhode Island,
with only you on my mind.
Massachusetts comes up so rapidly,
fastly approaching the mighty sea.
But even the beauty of the wilderness and sea,
do not compare to your beauty which is so easy to see.
~M~

March 23, 2007

"Thru the Park"

Thru the park
I did dwell.
I loved a boy
And loved him well.
He came and took my heart from me
But now he wants to set me free.
One day he put a strange girl on his knee
And told her things he never told me.
Now I understand why
For she was far prettier than I.
I went straight home that night and said,
"Mother, dear, I'm going to bed.
My father came home late that night
And searched for me from left to right.
Thru my bedroom door he broke
And saw me hanging from a rope.
"Oh daughter, dear, what have you done?
You've killed yourself for one man's son?
He took a knife and cut me down
And on my dresser this note was found:
Dig my grave and dig it deep.
Of marble stone from head to feet.
And on my stone place a dove.....
To show the world I died for love.
~M~

March 15, 2007

"The Angel"

I walk down the hall,
Crying with tears in my eyes,
Praying towards the Angel,
The angel to save my life.
I walk into class,
Standing by the rows,
They watch me as I go;
Hoping the Angel,
The angel will answer me.
I sit down at my desk,
Pulling the needle from my chest,
Hoping the Angel,
Will be there when I come.
~M~

March 14, 2007

"Remember"

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
~M~

March 13, 2007

"Here I stand on solid ground"

Reaching up to you
Begging for the strength and will
That I pray will see me through
I feel you there inside my heart
Asking me, "please, not to cry,
Just live for all we shared together,
There's no such thing as good- bye.
The courage you showed throughout it all
As the battle raged on inside
You never stepped down or lost your ground
You fought with dignity and pride
And it's pride I have for all you are
For everything you gave
You never questioned the way things were
You just kept on true and brave
You opened my eyes to a brighter world
Side by side, we rose above
You graced me with your friendship
And you honored me with your love
I can't promise to always be strong
And never shed a tear in your name
But I will never regret and I will never forget
And I will never quit the game
So I lay a rose beside your name
And I wipe away a tear
And I hear you whisper inside my hear
Saying, "Remember me here.
~M~

March 12, 2007

"Here I stand on solid ground"

Reaching up to you
Begging for the strength and will
That I pray will see me through
I feel you there inside my heart
Asking me, "please, not to cry,
Just live for all we shared together,
There's no such thing as good- bye.
The courage you showed throughout it all
As the battle raged on inside
You never stepped down or lost your ground
You fought with dignity and pride
And it's pride I have for all you are
For everything you gave
You never questioned the way things were
You just kept on true and brave
You opened my eyes to a brighter world
Side by side, we rose above
You graced me with your friendship
And you honored me with your love
I can't promise to always be strong
And never shed a tear in your name
But I will never regret and I will never forget
And I will never quit the game
So I lay a rose beside your name
And I wipe away a tear
And I hear you whisper inside my hear
Saying, "Remember me here.

~M~

March 9, 2007

"Here I stand on solid ground"

Reaching up to you
Begging for the strength and will
That I pray will see me through
I feel you there inside my heart
Asking me, "please, not to cry,
Just live for all we shared together,
There's no such thing as good- bye.
The courage you showed throughout it all
As the battle raged on inside
You never stepped down or lost your ground
You fought with dignity and pride
And it's pride I have for all you are
For everything you gave
You never questioned the way things were
You just kept on true and brave
You opened my eyes to a brighter world
Side by side, we rose above
You graced me with your friendship
And you honored me with your love
I can't promise to always be strong
And never shed a tear in your name
But I will never regret and I will never forget
And I will never quit the game
So I lay a rose beside your name
And I wipe away a tear
And I hear you whisper inside my hear
Saying, "Remember me here.

~M~

March 8, 2007

"I'd like to tell you"

how much I love you,
and I hope you know that I do...
I wish that the words I speak
so gently to you could be
heard by your heart
with the same meanings
and the same soft feelings of love
that they carry from deep within me.
For more than you know ...
I love so many things about you.
More than just the way you hold me
and the warmth you give;
I enjoy sharing life with you.
I enjoy the way we balance each other out,
how we share the good times
and support each other through the tears.
I enjoy the knowledge that we'll make it
through whatever life brings
with courage and with Love
through the years.
More than you know ...
and more than I can ever say,
I feel a wonderful thankfulness
in my heart ... just for you.
And I want you to remember, though
my thoughts don't always convey
and my feelings don't always show,
I love you, and I always will ..
more than you know.
~M~

March 7, 2007

"Lover's Dance"

Glistening bodies Entwined
in an ageless erotic dance,
seeking pleasures from each other,
seeking wonder and romance.
She touches his face with tenderness.
He draws her body near.
Aching, needing hunger
will make their destiny clear.
Their lips meet in soft kisses,
their tongues begin passion's war.
Forgotten now, the outside world.
All is here, behind this door.
He strokes her body tenderly,
she arches up for his caress.
He finds her silken portal
and her womanly wetness.
She moans in fiery desire
and pulls his hand away,
wishing to end this exquisite torture
and get on with passion's play.
She Straddles his waiting body,
eases him into her feminine hollow.
She leads him on a rhythmic dance,
his thrusting hips must follow.
She rides him faster, even then,
to hear his wondrous sighs.
She shows him all the delights
she has between her womanly thighs.
They stare into each other's eyes
and gasp as ecstasy unreels,
and tangles them in a lover's knot
that every answer reveals.
Sated, they lie side by side,
spent but hungering still.
She touches him where their passion came
and tastes their lovers spill.
Their mouths meet in passionate need,
hungry animals once more.
This time he rises above her,
her body to explore.
Their ballet begins again,
as he thrusts his manhood in,
vowing not to end the dance
unless her cries he'll win.
Like beasts of old they become,
riding with desire,

only resting their throbbing bodies
when sated by their fire
~M~

March 6, 2007

"Love is"


the strongest feeling known
an all-encompassing passion
an extreme strength
and overwhelming excitement
Love is
trying not to hurt
the other person
trying not to change
the other person
trying not to dominate
the other person
trying not to deceive
the other person
Love is
understanding each other
listening to each other
supporting each other
having fun with each other...
Love is
not an excuse to stop growing
not an excuse to stop making yourself better
not an excuse to lesson one's goals
not an excuse to take the
other person for granted
Love is
being completely honest with each other
finding dreams to share
working towards common goals
sharing responsibilities equally
Everyone in the world wants to love
Love is not a feeling
to be taken lightly
Love is a feeling to be cherished
nurtured and cared for
Love is
the reason for life
~M~

February 27, 2007

"Just how high?"

Can the Human Heart rise
In a World so full of uncaring eyes
Where Animals suffer and Children die
And people fight Wars without knowing why
Where alcohol and drugs cause wasted lives
And shelters are full of unwed mothers and battered wives
But should the day come that man learns to care
And no longer wants just to take, but also to share
And he learns that everything has the right to live
And Life is something he can take, but can not give
When he learns to approach Life with a Heart full of Love
For everything on Earth and in the Heavens above
When he learns to do these things
He will have opened the door
To knowing just how high
The Human Heart can soar.
~M~

February 26, 2007

"Is This It?"

Head in my hands tears streaming down
To a place inside my past thoughts I go
The past of hurt the past so full of loss
This loss is for I and only I to know
Whether it's a new hurt or quite old
Doesn't matter much to me now
I only feel the pain over and over
As my finger tips caress my brow
My eyes close tightly pushing back
Holding all the tears right there
Keeping all from seeing me cry
Not wanting my soul laid bare
Then I wish not for their sympathy
The stares and butterings under their breath
This is personal between he and I
Secretly asking God, why this death
What here did I ever do wrong
That I would be punished oh so bad
Why would you give me just three months
To live a whole lifetime with my Dad
~M~

February 22, 2007

"I wish"

"I wish I would had said something different
maybe we could have kept our friendship
how can I let her know, how much she still means to me
I lay awake at night and wonder
I lay with my heart on my side and cry
what I did to love was wrong
I broke all my promises, I said I'd never let her go
although it's too late for regrets
it may not be too late to amend my loss.
she's gone and I know it, maybe she found someone new
still out of my selfishness I need her to know that I can never be the same again.
I don't need her back, I don't need her
to love me, I just need some peace
I need her to understand me, I'll always be here for her.
By God I hope she knows I never tried to break my promises, in my heart she's still the one
until the day I die, I'll always be here to kiss away her tears
and to love her until the end of time"
~M~

February 16, 2007

"I reach out"

I reach out into the darkness and cold,
you're all alone I keep being told.
Tears roll down my face,
my heart's beat gaining pace.
I knew a time would come when I would be all alone,
but now, wishing my heart were made of stone.
So I would feel the pain inside,
from not having anyone by my side.
Wishing that the light would come to me,
in peace then I shall be.
~M~

February 2, 2007

"I am not very good!"

At this Game called Life
For I've not learned to see children crying
Without feeling pain
For I've not learned to watch animals destroyed
Without wondering why
For I've not yet met a king or celebrity
That I would bow down to
Or a man so insignificant
That I would use for a stepping-stone
For I've not learned to be a "yes man"
To narrow minded bosses
Who quote rules without reason
And I've not learned to manipulate
The feelings of others
To be used for my own advantages
Then cast aside as I see fit
No, I am not very good
At the Game called Life
And if everything goes well
Maybe I never will be
~M~

January 27, 2007

"I am an idea"

Conceived in the mind of the Universe
And interpreted in the minds
Of the individuals I meet
Within myself I am constant
Yet I am as ever changing
As the people who interpret me
I can control my actions
But I can not control their thoughts
Therefore, I must do what I think right
And let others -
Think what they will
~M~

January 22, 2007

Gone!

"Gone!"

As I let the tears flow, I thought, where did my love go?
Why did she set me free? Forever, is what we were meant to be.
Those sunny days have turned gray, Those bright stars have faded
away, The flame we swore would always burn bright, it just lost it's light.
I feel as if my soul has died, I can't believe
how many tears I've cried. I feel there's no need for life,
as I see my reflection in the knife.
Then I think of what our love has taught me,
To be strong when things go wrong. So I turn away and let things be.
~M~

January 21, 2007

"Fantasy Dreams"

"Fantasy Dreams"

And the mists surround me
stroking my body
with their soft fingers
opening me
making me feel love's essence,
inflaming my desire.
And the mists surround me
lying naked
opened and ready
awaiting your approach
aching for your caress.
And the mists surround me
dampness filling the air,
muting the cries of passion
you create in me,
as open I lie
awaiting your touch......
.........'til I am yours forever........
~M~

January 20, 2007

"And its sterility"

And its sterility

Leaves an unkind mark,
Though' he who casts it,
For all the world,
Be filled with good intent;
Nevertheless
It leads down to Hell
Where demons tempt and torment
Those unwary souls
Backslidden in their resolves,
Weak in the affirmations,
Undone by their own vanities.
What has love to do with anything
When it produces no fruit?
It is either tasteless
Or the taste of it is bitter
On the mind
And on the soul.
Such love,
Tho' well wished,
When it is received
Leads to self abuse.
~M~

January 19, 2007

"Do I Know You?"

"Do I Know You?"

I'm sorry, I thought I knew you,
I didn't mean to stare,
Was that a smile of recognition,
Just before that worried glare?
No, you're right, you're not the person,
The girl I knew was full of hope,
You're depressed and getting older,
You can hardly seem to cope.
She was young and full of energy,
There was nothing she couldn't do,
She had faith and joy and laughter,
No, you're right, she wasn't you.
Promise me, that if you see her,
You'll tell her that I really care,
And I miss her looking back at me,
From that mirror over there.

~M~

January 17, 2007

Can This Be True

"Can This Be True"

Can this be true? Tell me can this be real,
how can I put into words what I feel.
My life was complete, I thought I was whole,
why do I feel I am losing control?
Never thought that love could feel like this,
then you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me, there's an angel?
It's a miracle your love is like a river, peaceful and deep.
Your soul is like a secret that I could never keep.
When I look into your eyes, I know that it is true.
God must have spent a little more time on you.
In all creation, all things great and small,
you are the one that surpasses them all.
The more I see you it is like diamonds and pearls,
they broke the mold when you came in this world,
and I'm trying hard to figure out,
just how I ever did without the warmth of your smile
and the tenderness of your heart.
~M~

January 16, 2007

Our Guardian Angels

"Our Guardian Angels"

When Angels sense you need them,
And Angels always do....
They come unseen from everywhere,
To help and comfort you.
They hover close beside you,
Till all your cares are gone...
Till they can see you're ready,
Once again to carry on
Then some of them may fly away,
And take their gentle touch...
To other hearts that need the love,
Of Angels very much.
But one, at least, stays with you,
As your constant friend and guide...
For Guardian Angels never leave,
They're always at your side.
For You My ^Å^ngel
~M~

January 15, 2007

Time to turn in lol

Hi well today I designed this page for my poems hope you guys like them I wrote them all and wanted to share them with you all also the old page was boring lol yup boring not much you can do though anyways I will post one a night for all to read enjoy and have a great time, oh if you want to use a poem feel free to Send ME email Here with subject name poem also don’t forget to tell me which one you want lol see ya.
~M~

How do I love you?

"How do I love you?"

Looking through my eyes of blue.
Gazing deep into your eyes.
The thought of losing you I despise.
Your tender touch, your heart so sweet.
When we come together our hearts meet.
With your thoughtfulness and our love of gold.
To any other woman my heart is sold.
Sex isn't everything to our love.
It's trust, consideration and help from above.
Loving you to the fullest, this I do.
But all my love is for you.
We may argue and disagree.
But when we are apart,
the only thing in my mind is you and me.
~M~

Ever since the day we met

"Ever since the day we met"

I knew that you were extremely special
I knew that I wanted to get to
know you better
and I knew that my emotions
had been touched
Ever since the day I fell in love with you
I knew that I wanted to spend all my
time with you
I knew that I wanted to tell you
everything about myself
I knew that I would begin to grow
as a person
Ever since the day that you and I became one
I knew that my body and mind
were passionate forever
I knew that I wanted our relationship
to last forever
If we had not met
I would still be searching for happiness
and I would always be thinking that
love was not real
So I want to dearly thank you
for the day we met and
forever after
I love you.
~M~

Friends Forever

"Friends Forever"

There's so many things I need to tell you but I don't know where to begin.
There's not enough words in this world to express how I feel.
Whenever your hurt,I'll be there. Whenever you need me,I'll be near.
I'll help you through thick and thin. I'll stay by your side, when no one else can.
I'll always be your friend, you can count on on me '
till the end. To you,I've given all my love, my life and my heart.
Our love and friendship grows stronger everyday.
I would be lost forever if you were to ever go away.~M~

You have opened up my heart

"You have opened up my heart"

I can see my happiness in your eyes,
The love I hold for you inside
Is much stronger than you and I.
Like a tide washing over me,
Your love has cleared my doubts
What I know of our existence
Is much more than words can say.
You have helped me see
The side of love I never thought
could exist
I will never forget your vow
you forever will have a place in my
forever broken heart
The Key to my heart you already have
And this key I give to you once more
It is the key that will open my front door.

11 roses I give to you,

11 roses I give to you,

Each one with a meaning,
So dear so true.
One for cherish and one for love,
You were sent from heaven,
An angel above.
Another for honor,
And one for care,
I promise forever,
I will always be there.
One for respect,
Another for the twinkle in your eyes,
More beautiful than the stars in the moon lite skies,
Another for the smile on your face,
But you ask why are there only 11 roses in this vase.
The 12 rose stands above the rest,
The air that I breathe,
It put me to the test.
I love the rose unblind and true,
Oh My Love, that rose is you.
A KISS

Would you kiss me tonight
so soft
so gentle
arouse deep feelings
please, make it so sensual
can you feel a kiss without your heart
so warm your lips, I felt them part
no words can be spoken, the meaning is true
that kiss will last forever
it's only for me and you
a kiss from the heart